walk away from your almost

2:22am

Crying haha what's new... I wanted pain and this is what I get, I won't blame anyone for this mess that I made, it is my choice and I experimented my breaking point. The dating scene where everyone treat each other as an option, spare tyres. But we don't deserve someone that treat us an option so walk away from your almost even tho it felt like the other party made you feel something so real, they should've valued you more. It's hard to not settle for less when you don't see your self worth but dont settle for less. When your heart is invested in someone, the pain feels exactly the same even if it was an almost. So many broken people looking for love but we should realise that we should start saving ourselves instead of waiting for love to save us. It will be unfair for the other party to try and unbroken you, they are not entitled to do so. There is no such thing as fixing someone or saving someone, it starts from yourself. But if we were all kinder, gave others more benefit of doubt maybe just maybe we could save each other. We start to take things for granted and you go back to the same cycle. There is more to life than an almost. I've nvr really officially "goodbyed" anyone that has stepped into my life, I still have soft spot for everyone that has left and for now prayers is enough. I wish we all stayed.... but that is impossible in this worldly life.

Much Love, Mira

Jazakallahu khairan