happening in the way of Allah

2:51am

Honestly, I rarely have the privelage of things going my way. It has always been just suck it up, do it for the sake of doing it. I try so hard to be okay with not getting what I want or like the way I want it to be. I need to learn to put my trust in God and knows that it is the best for me. But what if you try so hard you try really hard and the result isnt still what you want it to be. I really wanna stop dwelling about this but jealousy got in me, competition got in me. I need to learn to be happy for others achievements and maybe Insyaa Allah , God will bless with what I want. It's relieving to know that when things don't go my way it shows that Allah is testing me and Allah still loves me and that I am where I'm meant to be. It is His way and I'll get something better. Let's pray that I don't stop trying even if I don't get what I want that I don't lose this fire in me that I should try and try and try because you nvr know what you might discover about yourself. It can be tiring and draining at times but thats how life is suppose to be how this dunya is suppose to be.... I hope I can keep my intention pure in everything that I do. Amin.

Much Love, Mira

Jazakallahu Khairan